10 Jan 2009, I realised time flies so fast and I have been in singapore for nearly 2 yrs plus. I don't like that place but I don't have any other chance to choose other place. It's too late for me to change the decision. Near 1.5 yrs I didn't know what i have benn doing. I just try to get the time pass away without notice me. Until June 2008, I found one best friend who is always beside me and support me whenever I need someone to talk or discuss. yes of couse, I still have other best friends also ...... I would like to say thank you all the friends who are beside me and  encourge me during 2008. One more week, I will go back to Myanmar for CNY holidays. This time I go back home alone again....:(   

I found that today people like to solve the problem indirectly or indirectly tell people how to do. And so complicated. Sometimes I can't take it. I'm a good listener for everybody but people just play me as a fool. I'm a good listener but I wouldn't give any comment on anybody. On the other hand, I knew what kind of person they are becasue I knw what they dont like and do like. Maybe good listener isn't a good job in this culture. In this culture, we should say more beautiful words to make other people feel happy. All are just fake smile face in this culture. In front of you, they will say how nice you are. After turning back, they will say how bad you are. Is it so called good anyalsis on human being? Second things is that human are greedy. They will never satisfy with what they have. They like to complicate this and that until dead. Thirdly, when people need you, they will treat you as treasure and try to find a way to reduce the workload.  In contrast, when they don't need you anymore, they will find a way to kick you off.

 

P.S Tomorrow is another good day. My day will be more n more bright in future. Challenge is encourage human to move forward.

Thank you for the passed. Cos of it I know what I should do it now.

 

 

Today is last day of Oct 2007. I recalled what I have done at last 10 months in singapore. Most of my time are working & sleep and partly study. When I can finish my study?????? ahyi........ working hard for own life is not easy ya........ Andy, Will, Maria& little vencie..... how r u all? I miss your guys lay..... Last time I chatted with Will. He asked me to find a job at China. I told him that if he finds a new bf for me & I will go to work at there. haha........  Maria has a good job offer yo..... I hope I can work at HSBC one day ...... So Maria makes sure that U have a good relationship wit ur colleuages.....  Last few days, I suddenly listened the korean song "Kiss" which is my favourite song.This song made my mind clam down to think a lot of stuffs. good ya....... ...... but it will be a temporary control my mind only........

 

Ps. Vencie, how's ur life now? have a good job offer already? 

 

 

Wanna to have a trip without anyone notice. I suddenly missed someone but i know it won't happen in my life again... My turning point is changed my life competely. Last year this time that I just arrived singapore and I still together with someone. Now 1 year already, I still don't know how to frogive one person.. my friends always said that if you wanna forget one person, i need to learn how to forgive that person. Although i missed someone I have to hide my feeling and pretend the best in front of ppl.  I am planning to go back Myanmar and stay wit my parents......

 

Dear firends i'm sick again today. I have got very high fever and i feel dizzily. So I took half day leave and go home.  I forgot today is my Mom's bd....lucky my brother reminded me. "Happy Birthday MOM"...I love you.... I really scared to get older n older but I have to accept it. I hope I can go back Myanmar and celebrate bd with my mom and dad. I miss them. When I sick, I will miss my family or someone special in my mind who will never meet again.  I got 2 days MC but I think I need to back at tmr. Wish me have a good health.......

I hope stephanie come back soon......... ....... work is not overload to me but the way of boss' speaking made me overloaded.... I can't take it..... hehe.... I like to complaint but i will finish all the job. I started having the exam pressure although the exam is in Dec 2007. I believe I can do my job well and exam although I meet many troubles. I learnt from the process which is the most value things in my life. God pls help me through out of this week.... "Tomorrow is another good day"!